You know when you go through those stages when everything changes, not just things around you, but you in yourself have changed. You are doing things you never thought you would ever have the courage to do or to be able to stand up for what you think and believe. To know that you have done wrong and although you cant fix it you can make things better, you can improve whats happening or at least try to. You can say to yourself not to listen to what people say or take no notice of whats going on, but in the long run i does effect you and makes you feel harmed. I guess i dont really know how to explain it either than everythings changing. Me, myself and i are different, but the way i look at it its for the greater good. If i kept going on the way i was i wasnt going to get anywhere anytime soon. Maybe everyones meant to realise this at sometime...